Modern Myth

" Maybe in 5 years' time when i look back at this post, i'd laugh at myself on how young i was. Maybe i'd be smiling from ear to ear with my husband-to-be by my side. Maybe i'd be smiling sadly with my apartment with cats, all alone. Maybe i'd be abroad, doing something really productive and meeting loads of new people. Maybe i'd be on a cliff, just swinging my legs at the edge, feeling the wind blow on my face. M aybe i'd be backstage with Justin Bieber, consoling him on his bad day. Maybe i'd be someone completely different. Maybe, maybe i'd be happy." I wrote this on March 4th, 2015. Guess what? None of the above came true HAHA. Perhaps i could say that i am much happier now as compared to where i was but that's it.  I don't know who needs to hear this but i've been way over the Justin Bieber phase.  Also, we're still in a pandemic. I can't even chill by a random cliff.  It's funny how i actually think 5 years is ...

Hey. It has been quite a bit .  So much has been happening and i feel like my mental health has been tested like no other this year. I'm sure i'm not alone in this.  I did somethin really brave recently. I don't wish to go into full detail yet but what i can say is that, i am really proud of myself. It has been quite an emotional turmoil but, i know that this is one of the greatest turning points of my life right now. I shall move forward, manifest all the good things and never look back.  I'm not gonna lie and say that i'm not tired though. I always have been and i don't think that will change anytime soon.  But hey, i'm trying. Always trying. Watching k-dramas have made me set incredibly unrealistic goals in life. There's just something about koreans that i love. Their storylines keep getting better and better. I hope i'll get to befriend the amazing writers, actors, actresses or/and even idols someday. Friends always laugh at me when i tell them t...

It has been a good minute hasn't it? - We're in AUGUST of 2020.  We're still in a pandemic.  Daily news are constantly filled with crazy things that are happening all over the world. It's pretty sad to say that i've grown immune to it. We're out and about, no longer in Circuit Breaker and it seems like Covid-19 took a break. I don't blame us citizens though honestly. The lines are blurred around here. We're expected to distance ourselves at least 1m in some settings but we're all clustered together like packed sardines in public transports. We're just trying our best to deal with it on a day by day basis. I heard that they're already testin possible vaccines on people. Let's hope and pray that a successful one will be developed by this year. I can't imagine another year of this wilderness . The masks have been a norm. Although it gets difficult to breathe sometimes, i like wearing masks. I feel protected AND i don't have to feel...

I've been secretly attracted to Min Yoongi. not a secret anymore is it now...

The Circuit Breaker has been extended till 1st of June. I'm not surprised but I can't help but to worry about what the future holds. I am still very much grateful to be home and safe but there is only so much work I can do at home. Perhaps I should start selling things online. A lot of food businesses are flourishing online right now so maybe it is time to get on the bandwagon.  -  Lee Min Ho is back and looking as dashing as ever! Only on episode 2 of The King: Eternal Monarch but i'm already loving it. I love Korean storylines. They're always out of the world and well-thought. The show is giving me Goblin vibes AND the main actress IS from Goblin. KL says my obsession with Koreans is a phase and it will wear off soon. I mean, i am sure it is but till then, i'm just gon keep dreaming of many possibilities. haha. I used to be like this in primary school when Princess Hours and Boys Over Flowers were popular. I honestly don't know how I got out of th...

Since the pandemic, i have been doing nothin but reminisce on old videos i used to make when we go traveling. If i were to just say i miss it, that would be an understatement. Was cleaning my room the other day and came across my ancient phone. Decided to charge it to see if it works and it does! Eventhough it runs real slow, i uncovered many vlogs and photos of when we were in Korea and Malaysia. I remember telling myself that i was never gonna come to Korea again because of the bad experiences i faced but... I take it all back . Perhaps i wasn't paying attention to what was happening around me that much. It was unfortunate that i fell incredibly sick on the 2nd day of the trip. Everything was placed uphill and there were too many flights of staircases! I had lost my voice and i constantly felt  exhausted and heavy . Needless to say, going uphill was the biggest challenge for me. i was breathless for the most part and when i finally got to a destination, i felt punctured and...

Hey friends. Who knew 2020 was gonna be like this?  It's pretty wild to think about how this event will be in future history books in school.  It seems like the pandemic has brought out the worst in a lot of people. Regular folks are starting to " cancel " celebrities or/and influencers who have said a bunch of things that should not have. I usually try to not be so opiniated about these things (about most things actually...) but i'm shocked to see/hear what have been said online.  People who have been leading such luxurious lives has forgotten how to be grateful. When the needy gets deserving help from the higher-ups, the blessed feel the need to throw tantrums. Despite the apologies by some socialites, the words have scarred many. I can only pray and hope that people learn to be kind and show compassion especially at times like this.  I am grateful that I have a home to come back to. I'm grateful to have food. I'm grateful to be in Singap...