Modern Myth

" Maybe in 5 years' time when i look back at this post, i'd laugh at myself on how young i was. Maybe i'd be smiling from ear to ear with my husband-to-be by my side. Maybe i'd be smiling sadly with my apartment with cats, all alone. Maybe i'd be abroad, doing something really productive and meeting loads of new people. Maybe i'd be on a cliff, just swinging my legs at the edge, feeling the wind blow on my face. M aybe i'd be backstage with Justin Bieber, consoling him on his bad day. Maybe i'd be someone completely different. Maybe, maybe i'd be happy." I wrote this on March 4th, 2015. Guess what? None of the above came true HAHA. Perhaps i could say that i am much happier now as compared to where i was but that's it.  I don't know who needs to hear this but i've been way over the Justin Bieber phase.  Also, we're still in a pandemic. I can't even chill by a random cliff.  It's funny how i actually think 5 years is ...

Hey. It has been quite a bit .  So much has been happening and i feel like my mental health has been tested like no other this year. I'm sure i'm not alone in this.  I did somethin really brave recently. I don't wish to go into full detail yet but what i can say is that, i am really proud of myself. It has been quite an emotional turmoil but, i know that this is one of the greatest turning points of my life right now. I shall move forward, manifest all the good things and never look back.  I'm not gonna lie and say that i'm not tired though. I always have been and i don't think that will change anytime soon.  But hey, i'm trying. Always trying. Watching k-dramas have made me set incredibly unrealistic goals in life. There's just something about koreans that i love. Their storylines keep getting better and better. I hope i'll get to befriend the amazing writers, actors, actresses or/and even idols someday. Friends always laugh at me when i tell them t...