It has been quite a bit.
So much has been happening and i feel like my mental health has been tested like no other this year. I'm sure i'm not alone in this.
I did somethin really brave recently. I don't wish to go into full detail yet but what i can say is that, i am really proud of myself. It has been quite an emotional turmoil but, i know that this is one of the greatest turning points of my life right now. I shall move forward, manifest all the good things and never look back.
I'm not gonna lie and say that i'm not tired though. I always have been and i don't think that will change anytime soon.
But hey, i'm trying.
Always trying.
Watching k-dramas have made me set incredibly unrealistic goals in life. There's just something about koreans that i love. Their storylines keep getting better and better. I hope i'll get to befriend the amazing writers, actors, actresses or/and even idols someday. Friends always laugh at me when i tell them that. I don't mind. I laugh at that thought too sometimes. Haha. There's no harm in wishful thinking though. It helps me get through each day.
Maybe someday i'll look back at this post and finally think to myself, "oh my God. I can't believe i typed this!! I'm actually waiting for Seo Joon to come back with our drinks right now!".
One can dream.
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