Fatigue
I guess the title speaks for itself, doesn't it? - How does one feel incredibly young and old at the same time? I'm still in my 20s but it feels like i've lived forever. I had the worst Sunday of all Sundays combined this week. Okay, perhaps i should say last week since it's Monday. Time is an illusion anyway. I don't enjoy being probed, questioned and stretched to my absolute limits but people seem to think i have answers to everything. People seem to expect and demand so much from me, as if i'm not just a regular Joe like literally everyone else. It's mentally exhausting, having to cater to literally hundreds of people BUT yourself. i want to show up for myself. But i have no time. How does that work?