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10 April, 2023

Fatigue

 I guess the title speaks for itself, doesn't it?

How does one feel incredibly young and old at the same time? I'm still in my 20s but it feels like i've lived forever.

I had the worst Sunday of all Sundays combined this week. Okay, perhaps i should say last week since it's Monday. 

Time is an illusion anyway.

I don't enjoy being probed, questioned and stretched to my absolute limits but people seem to think i have answers to everything. People seem to expect and demand so much from me, as if i'm not just a regular Joe like literally everyone else.

It's mentally exhausting, having to cater to literally hundreds of people BUT yourself.

i want to show up for myself.

But i have no time.

How does that work?