Fatigue

 I guess the title speaks for itself, doesn't it?

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How does one feel incredibly young and old at the same time? I'm still in my 20s but it feels like i've lived forever.

I had the worst Sunday of all Sundays combined this week. Okay, perhaps i should say last week since it's Monday. 

Time is an illusion anyway.

I don't enjoy being probed, questioned and stretched to my absolute limits but people seem to think i have answers to everything. People seem to expect and demand so much from me, as if i'm not just a regular Joe like literally everyone else.

It's mentally exhausting, having to cater to literally hundreds of people BUT yourself.

i want to show up for myself.

But i have no time.

How does that work?