Wednesday, September 10, 2008!
HandWritten on; 1:24 AM
dude, you should have seen me.
i was a nervous wreck.
well, not really, but i think Mrs Ng or whatever it's spelled as, can tell that i'm very nervous.
i don't really really really know why i suddenly, shivered.
seriously, my hands were kinda shaking. luckily it wasn't that obvious.
but i managed to read the passage.
but jumbled on one or two words.
the Q and A part was so short! i mean, i thought she was going to ask more and more quetion but it seemed... little.
these are the quetions that i can remember :
T for teachers.
me for, me ofcourse.
T : so, have you ever participated in a competition before?
me : yes, i did participate in some competition before. in primary and secondary school.
T : so what is the competition about?
me : i went to a frisbee competition in primary school and softball nationals, here.
T : how did you feel while ...
me : i felt excited ofcourse. for softball, although we're begginners, we went to the nationals. it was abit scary but we had fun. to me, it's more important to gain...gain... *coughs* gain...
T : experience? ? ?
me : YES! THANK YOU!
T : lol
me: *smiled*
T : okay, if you're running in an event for a competition and you're very far behind, will you still continue to finish the race?
me : ofcourse i will, even if i'm left behind, i'll still finish it. to me, it's more important to participate than to win, and for that people will look up to us because we represent our country and such.
T : so do you think that singapore has such high hopes for people to win that... [ i forgot ]
me : in my opinion, yes. singapore seemed to have too high hopes for people like us to win almost everything but to me, it's always important to gain experience first.
T : *smiled* [she kinda smiled alot, creepy!] k then, thank you. :))
me : thank you too.
than left after that.
gosh, that seemed a little fast.
it seemed like it was only five minutes.
well, ten minutes or something.
but i feel okay after that.
we're supposed to have malay as well but we got to know that the teacher left school already.
i was like : "what's that supposed to mean?"
cause, i'm already excited to sit for it. not really confident but i seem to have fun during malay oral in primary school. i wanna experience this year's too.
...
my eyes are getting redder and redder.
this happened before. due to not washing the contacts regularly.
man, i don't have time okay.
i do change the water everytime but wash it with the soap, not always.
atleast i still do not like some unhygenic people.
have to stop wearing contacts for a few days.
went to school without contacts just now, but didn't wear specs as well.
i can see things that are near me but not far ones.
it was okay, but in class, i gave up, i wore the contacts.
since, i cant survive not being able to see what the hell is on the projector.
my teachers use the projector almost everytime.
it's kinda impossbile to REALLY see without contacts.
just now during TAF, we played badminton again.
that goes without saying although i just did.
i came to school late!
not really late until i was being caught or anything but anything after 6.55am is LATE.
and i hate being LATE.
we woke up at 6.30am. dude, i take almost thirty minutes to do my hair!
that's why i went to school like a maniac, with my hair all over the place.
to top it all, my eyes were effing red, so i really looked like fuck.
but combed it and improved soon.
and oh yeah! i cutted the extensions already.
no more.
not really me but the 1t1 girl helped me too.
atleast they're nice. lol.
i told amirah to cut for me but she's too nervous, so this girl for T1 helped me instead.
dont' really know her name but thanks anyway.
and as for amirah 1E1, dude, she cutted my HAIR.
i mean, i told her to cut my ext. but she cut my hair accidently!
but i didn't mind that much actually.
my hair's already a wreck.
it will eventually grow.
i miss the extensions already.
sigh, its' okay, i'll get new ones. more this time.
but not now ofcourse. :))
and what's with people ? colour blind or what?
my ext. were BLUEEEE not GREEENNN.
but it's okay, everything's black now.
:)) black is back is back is back. lol
...
k then, i'd better go.
see ya! :D
